Quick update . . . . I feel like crap. Physically feel worse. Mentally I'm on a downward spiral into depression as I watch nearly six months of training, time, money, hopes, aspirations, motivation swirl down the tube.
I've lost count at how many times I've wished and prayed this away. "Please make me well, let me get through this race, then you can strike me down with whatever viral illness you like, but please let me do this race."
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
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5 comments:
My fingers and toes are crossed for you buddy, get well REALLY soon.
Big Ring!
We know how hard you've worked really hard for this race and will pray to whoever that you get well by the weekend. Hang in there.
G.
I hope you feel better quickly. I am sure this will work it's way through you quickly! It's mental training…focus and visualize your health and your body will follow. Wow - that sounds a little granolaish. :) Rest up!
Chantal
I'm hoping you get better. I know how this is mentally. Keep the mindset that you are going to race. Sleep as much as you can the next couple days and keep taking the cold fx. It does work.
Hang in there Craig.
I'm bringing some work home with me this weekend to Lindsay to do there...maybe we will run into you over the weekend. Sorry again I can't be there. Good luck and feel better.
Mike.
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